life's been nice
Jul. 15th, 2024 08:44 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
xx_gothaggot_xxi haven't updated this blog in such a while so I'll try to type out whatever comes on my mind.
I have been listening to Magdalena Bay a lot recently. I decided to check them out after a hot guy I follow on instagram posted a song of theirs on his stories. They are really fun, I'm really excited for their new album to come out. Maybe I should have shot the guy a dm about it, but oh well I've missed the chance at this point.
I'm also going out with this cute boy. We have lots in common, like, LOTS, so talking to him is lots of fun. He's also got a slightly more reserved demeanor than me, though he seems to have crazier stories, regardless, it makes me feel excited to possibly play a more dominant role in a friendship for a change.
I'll be meeting up with a couple of my friends later today, which is so exciting. I miss them so much. Something makes me fear everything might go wrong and I make fuck up everything, but they love me almost as much as I love them, so I doubt I should really worry. I'm actually finally getting things organized to move out with one of those friends in the end of the year. The motive is kind of shitty: I had a fight with my dad since he's been getting weirdly more agressive for the past few months. It got me really stressed for a couple of days, but by now I've calmed down. With that said I'm excited for the move.
I'm scared I'll end up being a bad roommate, but I guess that's a good sign. Like, it shows that I do care, at least. I'm also scared this friend of mine isn't as eager to live with me as he once was, but I think I don't have to worry. He's been really busy, tho. We don't talk as much as we used to since he started on his first job. While part of me understands there's nothing to worry about, other part of me is afraid he's really growing above me this time. Which would make me into a nuisance to deal with, instead of someone he has fun with. But that's stupid. He's always been "above me" and it never was a problem, so we'll be fine.
I've been managing to make good progress on my artistic projects. I've been pulling away from people that hurt me. I've been interacting more with people I love. I've been going to the gym. I've been drinking water. I've been caring for my skin. I've been masturbating a lot, for some reason. I haven't been eating well, but at least I've been eating tasty things. There's this place in the shopping mall nearby that sells this amazing coffee milkshake. It's expensive, but oh my god is that shit worth it. Anyways, I haven't been as responsible with my money as I probably should, but not by that much, so I'll be fine. I haven't been sleeping well, tho. No "but"s this time. Guess I should get that sorted.
All and all, life's been nice.
I have been listening to Magdalena Bay a lot recently. I decided to check them out after a hot guy I follow on instagram posted a song of theirs on his stories. They are really fun, I'm really excited for their new album to come out. Maybe I should have shot the guy a dm about it, but oh well I've missed the chance at this point.
I'm also going out with this cute boy. We have lots in common, like, LOTS, so talking to him is lots of fun. He's also got a slightly more reserved demeanor than me, though he seems to have crazier stories, regardless, it makes me feel excited to possibly play a more dominant role in a friendship for a change.
I'll be meeting up with a couple of my friends later today, which is so exciting. I miss them so much. Something makes me fear everything might go wrong and I make fuck up everything, but they love me almost as much as I love them, so I doubt I should really worry. I'm actually finally getting things organized to move out with one of those friends in the end of the year. The motive is kind of shitty: I had a fight with my dad since he's been getting weirdly more agressive for the past few months. It got me really stressed for a couple of days, but by now I've calmed down. With that said I'm excited for the move.
I'm scared I'll end up being a bad roommate, but I guess that's a good sign. Like, it shows that I do care, at least. I'm also scared this friend of mine isn't as eager to live with me as he once was, but I think I don't have to worry. He's been really busy, tho. We don't talk as much as we used to since he started on his first job. While part of me understands there's nothing to worry about, other part of me is afraid he's really growing above me this time. Which would make me into a nuisance to deal with, instead of someone he has fun with. But that's stupid. He's always been "above me" and it never was a problem, so we'll be fine.
I've been managing to make good progress on my artistic projects. I've been pulling away from people that hurt me. I've been interacting more with people I love. I've been going to the gym. I've been drinking water. I've been caring for my skin. I've been masturbating a lot, for some reason. I haven't been eating well, but at least I've been eating tasty things. There's this place in the shopping mall nearby that sells this amazing coffee milkshake. It's expensive, but oh my god is that shit worth it. Anyways, I haven't been as responsible with my money as I probably should, but not by that much, so I'll be fine. I haven't been sleeping well, tho. No "but"s this time. Guess I should get that sorted.
All and all, life's been nice.
